Wednesday, November 26, 2008

we'll call it our own.

i guess i was expecting too much when it came to this storm. I thought our area was a hotspot, i guess...not.
looking out the window thick clouds are sstarting to gather and pass on by, hoping they pull through with some moisture.

that'd be a nice thanksgiving treat for me at least.

i dont know what to do for thanksgiving, i dont know what mood i'll be in.
i guess my sister went up to victorville to visit my mom, im not really sure i have the money to spend on gas to get up there.
we'll see...

i guess we really forget what our traditions really stand for, one persons defeat is another persons victory, i just think we're celebrating a cruel landmark in time, i guess the traditions on how to celebrate is what we really enjoy, its significance just shames me i suppose..

im suppose to go in to work at 6, but im sweating with money and im debating on going in around 5 or 5:30...even if its half an hour earlier, i need any cent i can. but the store manager is mentally retarded when it comes to schedulng the right people.

man, its silly what we're idolizing these days on television and what these kids are seeing as an influence, as some sort of mentor or idol to replicate. i mean come on, for what reasons do these people deserve any respect?. housewives of the real orange county are idiots, displaying a false world, a gross disgusting way of living, and their morals are just as insignificant as they are and distorted. Im no great leader in that field, but i know that im not dumb enough to look up to these fools and imbecilesm or too see their way of living as anything appealing. Makes me sick to my stomach.

hm, im out of time.

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