Wednesday, November 19, 2008

im feeling guilty a lot lately

im realizing that im not really into hardboiled eggs, i like my undeveloped chicks scrambled, and cooked....


im playing war with the clock now, watching Mad Tv as a filler, i'd rather have it on then be in a quiet room alone, jade just went off to work...and i've got an hour and a half to get creative with.

the clouds are coming in, def anticipating the cold, couldnt sit on the couch this afternoon without wanting to get up and grab a blanket or a jacket, but i figured i'd just enjoy the chill to its fullest

thank god for comedy, def helps a lot when thigns get a little funky or odd, you cant help sometimes but laugh, letting one out can change things...like taking a big breath of fresh air, just a new direction...a checkpoint.

its weird going into work when its dark, but i like it better....makes it feel like your going in for a shorter period of time.

Went on a little walk to the beach this morning, it was crazy fog-like down at the peir, i couldnt help but wonder like crazy what jade was really thinking about...i asked, but..sometimes i feel like we just say the tip of the iceburg of our thoughts, or we just tink of something else, then say thats whats on our mind..i know i've done that tons of times..

hah, mad tv is living up to its potential.

am i really out of shape? even just goin on small walks now make me just wanna sleep the rest of the day, i remember, not even a month and a half ago, i was running 4 miles, then running up cove road bunch of times, then doing little things here and there for sweat and whatnot..i guess i just feel guilty sitting a lot, and im feeling guilty a lot lately....

friday is payday, not looking forward to it, good cause its money..but, its gonna be a short pay.

i guess we're having pizza tonight, witout the cheese. i can dig it..

i wanna write a song with sammy, i just wanna see what can happen with our combined musical creativity...

ha, i dont know a lot of things...and im really in a drive to change that...everything is there for the taking, why am i just passing it all by?

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