but i will try to snag a flower or two. a card and whatnots
some dinner and hopefully a good night
today woke up not soo early ,but for me, it was a little bit sooner than normal
i went running with all the other mice in our exercise wheels...aka the gym
just observing people. That is the place where you will find the highest amount of insecurity around
everyone is there because they dont like something about themselves and are self conscious.
everyone wants to be a robot there, its just so ridiculous i cant help but laugh while im there. ha im not someone who's got it figured out, but they just seem so caged. so druged down and like drones. looking around to see what they can do to blend in, to walk the same line. no one smiles, or shows there alive, everyone keeps their sight just straight ahead, trying to act like no one else is around. its just lame. everyone is just so wigged uot trying to reach a goal that they see on billboards, a goal that is constantly changing or the bar is being rasied higher and higher. ...tools.
at least show that your alive. everyone is just dazed...blank faces, and all the lamefarts are just admiring how awesome they think they are, and they might as well marry that mirror that they're eye-fucking themselves with.
im sure if they had a dick big enough he would stick it up his own ass cause he thinks he's such hot shit and loves himself so much
anyway!. its just crazy, the people who have it all mixed up think they've got it all right, like i said..i know im not mr. "have it all pinned down" but i at least know that THAT isnt what enjoyment should look like...
but uhhh!!!
hm. oh yea saw revolutionary road a ways back. i like the message in that movie, ha...its kinda like what i was rambling about up thurr. how people are just in a body cast pretty much with the way they live in suburbia. everyone programmed to follow the same assembly line that they cant stand, but are too feaful to step out of. going to the same job, dressed like all the same people, all stopping and going at the same time, never admiring the true beauty..just look a dead vision of how they are at this point, and what they need to do to get to the next.
they say the quickest way from one point to another is a straight line, but i'd rather wander in a way. i'd like to stop, and look around and explore the options of life. in the end that movie was a good message. hah and some lady was braindead walking outta that movie, saying something in suprise on "how they seemed so unhappy" ha, thats kinda the point of the movie..are we really happy? and are we really doing what we wanna do? or is this what everyone else is doing, and we feel a false sence of happiness, just a lack of worry that we arent the only ones doing it.
you might as well be in shackles
so uhh..
i guess music rocks my life, and i always get tongue tied and some lyrics seem to pin ppoint stuff perfectly. Or topics that are being sung about just give me chills on how dead on they are..i think as much as possible i'll put a song on here with lyrics if i can hear them out good enough.
its always good to hear music regardless
well once upon a time this town had a name
built the gurders for the buildings that you climb everyday
but the well went dry
and the crops all died
now there aint much to show you but a highway sign
but i swear
to that statue in the square
that there used to be something there
but now there aint no jobs in steeltown
no not anymore
well business man in business suit
used lots of big words like economic and boom
theres tons of waste
that needs a place
well we got the money if you got the space
and besides
you need to be revitalized
and your workers need 9 to 5's
and hey!
its good for jobs in steeltown
not like before
for jobs in steel town
no not like before
well there once was steel
now its iron bars
they need food spooners janitors and prison guards
and they look out
and i look in
sometimes i forget who the prisoner is
but its fine
cause their numbers are on the rise
bad bad guy! has another side
and hey
its good for jobs in steel town
for the working and poor
from wall street to main street
child connect the dots and see
we all live on the same street
well the days gonna come when the well goes dry
the executives will pack up and say goodbye
and they'll smile and waive.
and we'll say wait!
you forgot your pile of toxic waste!
hey
we got families to raise
this is where i gotta plant my grave
but no there aint no jobs in steel town
no not anymore
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