felt like i was breathing in dogs breath on a hot summer day annnd..not a party that is
i feel like a blob couped up in this apt most of the time
im stoked as sharz that we got this place of course
i just wish i had more umph and options to seek out
maybe i gotta look deeper
yes, yes thats it
take more trains to more places
more bus rides to more locations
meet more people and different faces
i gotta break out somehoww of this mold i feel im stuck in
to be really free from all the bars and chains i put on myself
its all easily pushed on you, but you dont have to put them on
i put way too many limitations on myself and how i live my life
i dwindle my enjoyment and think of consequences way to much
i wanna live the experience and not just dread on what bad outcome could come
i think somehow in the end you always win
i've had bad choices but they tought me things, and the ride itself has its own beauty no matter what it was
it could have been bittersweet or radical
and there's too many "i's" up there...farck taht
theres a opportunity in everyday
and it doesnt have to be over the top, action packed mind blowing
just pleasurable, nice, and enjoyable.
to just get out.
"where you going?"
"not sure"
"but theres something out there waiting to be found or seen, or listened to, felt, acknowledged, or experienced...im gonna go keep an eye out to what that might be today"
thats what i'd like to keep in mind
and blow off every outside clashing thought
if its good to you, then tahts all you need
its your eyes, your life, and you story
no one can tell it like you can, or live it like you should
it all binds into how others see us, or how we feel others see us or think about us
i jsut wanna loose that weight, i say it to myself but always get tangled up in it somehow
its time to make my own stories
feel that breeze truly
dont idolize those dummies on tv
yeah bordem happens
nothing a slingshot cant cure
on a rad note i got work!! son!
only 5 hours but i need that fity bucks def
that mobile couch on wheels starting giving me sass yesterday while on the road
keepin my eye on that def.
i wish me and you, we could pass this barrier thats stopping us from being ourselves around eachother
you and i could create some amazing memories i think
just let it all go, your reputation, your security, your desire for acceptance...tear it all down
til you know you have nothing to loose, and lets gain this together
There is a man with no face
And a name I don't remember
Who lives in a house in the middle of the woods
And he said once "Son, don't you ever laugh out loud for they are listening,
Yes they are listening
Oh you've got to be strong
Oh, you've got to keep holding on
It's now just a matter of time"
(Head for the hills, go!)
They provide the paint for the picture perfect masterpiece
that you will paint on the insides of your eyelids;
Can you possibly see anything you want to see?
No (Hell No!)
"There's nothing wrong with the way I see"
and he wanted to be a soldier in the next great war
he wanted to kill and fight and maim but not be told what he was fighting for
And that's the way it's going to have to be my friend,
And that's the way it's going to have to be my friend
I passed a man on the corner in the city yesterday singing
"Yada yada yada and tomorrow it'll never end"
and I never thought I'd never live to see another sunny day
but I'm here and I fear I'll be here till the end
So watch your mouth
Or you're going to make a grave mistake
Hold your tongue
Or you're going to catch a bullet in the head
So watch your mouth
Or you're going to make a grave mistake
Don't die for anything less than the best of life
The things you said went to your head
But you never tried to understand:
What they'll take you will never take back what they take when take what they can
because they can from you
You follow me and you follow me but you never ask why
And I wonder what you're under could this be another piece of the
"I don't know I just do what they say because they say what to do in a matter of fact way"
But don't stop because you might get burned
And you might just learn to stand on your own two feet
And I think that it's neat how you learn to repeat everything
that you hear in the street so well
You learn to repeat everything that you hear so well
You learn to repeat everything that you hear so well
And everyone was resting because they thought it was the end
And even if it wasn't they decide they'd pretend
And somewhere in the distance I could hear him whispering
"You can fight all you want you'll never win in the end"
Sometimes in the evening when I'm lying in my bed
I am taken to the forest to the isolated shed
And I wake with his words resonating in my head
And I can't stop thinking about the gist of what he said
He said:
So watch your mouth
Or you're going to make a grave mistake
Hold your tongue
Or you're going to catch a bullet in the head
So watch your mouth
Or you're going to make a grave mistake
Don't die for anything less than the best of,
Everyone settles for the rest not the best of,
I will die for no less than the best of life



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