ate some things we never eat on a regular basis
im talking lasagna SON!!
annnd carrot cake to top off the festive event. damn!
ha to drive out to santa ana for a favor to my sista
no biggy, just cash is a dickhead these days
im gettin pretty sketched out now
i knew our economy was bad, but..i'll admit it, it never hits you til its actually affecting you and knockin on your doorstep.
i've never had much money at all.
but now with the bills and all these lame ass charges for everything
man, it'll take some sweat but it shall be done
im just glad i have a place to go to
a roof to be under. and food to digest
and for that ,im over the top greatful
cause thats all i need, its more than i need
hopefully today we'll go run the hill
it was fun when it started pouring while running at night
i just closed my eyes and tilted my head up towards the sky
it was just refreshing, in more than one way
physically and mentally.
kinda like it just came to wash away a few things inside and out.
i just hope soon everyone will drop their egos
and just see everyone eye to eye as they are
i cant stand people who put themselves on pedistals
especially for undeserving things
just becuase you have lots of money, or graduated at some high level prestige school doesnt make you a good person, not at all
its what you do with those tools that make you a good person, and how many people you can help.
this song by streetlight manifesto i think literally helped me in life
it just boosted me up when i needed it
i needed to hear these words sung in this way at the right time
and they delivered perfectly
and its a saying and song that i constantly go back to and just nod my head in agreement
i just relate to it more than ever now
the people i encounter everyday
the ones i know, and the ones i have yet to indulge in
people change, faces switch on you
sometimes it can leave you feeling stuck in quicksand
to where you know you only have a few more gasps of breath til you go under
the relation i have with you today can change tomorrow
all the things you find as your foundation and your familiar with can be swept out from underneath you in a matter of one morning
this song just braces me pretty much
its a anthem for me, for when you know your kinda in a pickle,
and things are more uncomfortable than enjoyable
but you have the mentality that whether we win or not, we knew the truth and we knew the reality of it all,
whehter it was good or bad, we didnt loose ourselves in it all...
its jsut a song that lifts you up and prepares you,
you find out who are your real friends at the time, and who are the ones you need to watch your back from,
and having the courage to find a new setting and leaving all the bad things in your life, all the cancer that you found yourself associating with
knowing all the fake faces and smiles and people jsut playing their bullshit script
just calling out the two faces
basically accepting what is going on infront of you, and getting the umph to move past it all...sometime people are decieving
these chaps are fucking amazing live as well
Don't you come to me with all your color-coded quotes
Everybody's laughing but they never ever get my jokes
Fool, you're a tool, a sheep
And it's obvious to everyone but company you keep
And don't you squint at me because your childhood was the pits
Every single one of us have trodden through our shit
Oh, and I know you're shrewd
Cause I smell it on your clothes
And it's in everything you do
Falling, fallen, we all fall down
It only really matters how we stand our ground
And if and when we rise to our feet again
We'll be on our own
Everything we built (it's gone)
And every one around (is stunned)
We just sit here staring blankly
And everything goes numb
Lord, if I felt a thing
I could wrap my mind around this
And prevent our getting singed
And please excuse my enemies
I think they do not know
I will gladly self destruct if they leave me alone
friend, that's the end of us
Cause you're way behind in empathy and overdue on trust
Calmly, calmly and patiently
We've seen all the evidence
But still cannot believe
and if and when we rise to our feet again
We'll be on our own
Somehow, someway, we persevere
The questions on our lips fall on deafened ears
and if and when we rise to our feet again
We'll be on our own
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