Monday, December 22, 2008

sucess is obedience to a structured way of life...

it seems now wherever i go it feels like a job.
theres always a feeling of wanting to be somewhere else.
im just always being reminded of what im not doing right
how im not adding up to what your in need of.
even when they're saying they're satisfied..i just keep playing thsoe words over in my head. its lame, im lame
its just a pitty where i ended up.
i've let way to many people down
im letting them down right now
its just a constant struggle trying to forget or get myself distracted, trying to not let what i feel come to the surface
im not proud, but i just would wanna have a few min, to be someone else...

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