douche-core

I guess lately observing other peoples lives is the main entertainment for me..
seeing what they do, how they react..i just have been doing a lot of people watching.
its kinda like studying in a way. different personalites and reactions and ego's and self-perception.

work isnt too crazy, im just insanely bored there. I was fuckin shocked how kinda stale a toy store is..i guess when all the regulations and rules kinda just constrict you to really narrow minded determination, and all your kinda anticipating is the end of your shift.
the customers are a joke, its wrong to look at these people for inspiration, they're nothing to be inspired by. The majority of them are just gross people, personality wise..or at least thats how they come off to me. im no shiny peice of gold either so..i guses that says something.
co-workers..eh, nothing fascinating. one or two mellow people, seems like the rest have their heads up their asses cause they love the smell of their own shit.

man, where did my energy go?
my kinda optimistic drive...ehh man i gotta do some soul searching

home life yoo

i cant really believe much from they're mouth anymore
i kinda have seen the proof that they'll cover up things
its hard to see the beauty and comfort in something original when its just painted over and adjusted to look a certain way to you.
so nothing they'll do is re-assuring, cause they're reassurance is just a stage, an act..a front.

it'd just be crazy to observe a person who's not afraid of themselves. Maybe they could rub off some familiar but forgotten viewpoints..

so i got a day to myself, it'll be rad in its own way...the weather outside is just flirting with a storm...im gonna at least run up and down cove road with this weather, it rad to see the clouds stretch out to the horizon and how the town looks under it all

peace to my neice, and my grandmother deceased