Peacful day today, well..if i block out one or two things, which by now im pretty good at doin so.
but i keep thinking lately how i've changed in the last few years as a person, who i am and what i do....of course everyone adjusts to things that are happening in their lives and such but, i cant help but feel like im not really in a better place than i was not so long ago. only in certain specifics of my life though, other places and superficial things im content with...but stuff inside, im confused with.
i do less of what i enjoy, for reasons ...unclear to me, and to the point where i dont even enjoy it no more..maybe it just got old?..dur.
i've become less confident or sure of myself
and i guess the thing thats most noticeable for me personally is i've become less active which im trying to work on...i hate this feeling of poor health
im no crazy athlete, but i use to be driven to at least stay active a lot, i've even lost the want to do it...no motivation for it...i gotta find it in my new settings somehow.
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